-I’ve let go of the last bit of him. Now it’s about me moving ahead with my life. 11 days ago
-It’s the ‘in-between’ that sucks. 12:02 AM June 21, 2008
-Waiting on the world to change - waiting on my world to change… 12:00 AM June 12, 2008
-Life is a journey with many unexpected bumps in the road. 01:10 AM June 10, 2008
-A clean break just heals better. So true. So true… 09:29 PM May 30, 2008
-Getting sleepy but still gotta work on my step class for Tommorow 10:19 PM May 27, 2008
-Just ran to the liqour store, for a friend. 10:17 PM May 27, 2008
-Just want to crawl in a hole and cry. Wishing IT would all just go away… 01:43 PM April 15, 2008
-I guess i found out i AM irreplaceable 06:10 PM April 11, 2008
-Seriously about to have a nervous breakdown. Thinking about coming to work Tommorow! A SATURDAY!!!! 02:58 PM April 04, 2008
-Ardean is suffering from TMI. And after speaking about herself in the third person is about to self destruct… 10:41 AM April 03, 2008
-Dreamed of numbers from work. My mom sleeping at Shawn’s. Apt festivals with Tim McFarlane and thrown mousaka. 07:21 AM April 02, 2008
-Thinking that declaring bankruptcy and starting over is not a bad idea… 09:01 AM March 28, 2008
-’Something’s missing, and i dont know what it is.’ You get tired of living by default. 05:38 PM March 23, 2008
-Trying to kill 2 and1/4 hours 02:43 PM March 20, 2008
-Dinner tonight: chocolate bar(s) and love hearts, with lots of flickr. 12:44 AM March 19, 2008
-Off to work i go. You know, that they pay me to stare at a computer screen all. day. long… 08:28 AM March 18, 2008
-It’s a struggle between happiness and sadness. Meaning and no meaning. Unless you’re in it, you don’t understand it. Or maybe being in it, blinds you… 09:09 AM March 17, 2008
-”I’m not saving grace, I use it all the time.” 11:49 AM March 14, 2008
-It’s a blah day in the neighborhood 09:26 AM March 13, 2008

so the lastest I’ve heard about fertility and having babies, is that after 38 is when you really gotta start worrying.  so that’s 2 years and like 9 months in which i have to find a man, fall in love and get pregnant.

i can do it, i hope.

That’s it, up there in the blog header picture. it was yummy.

nine now. with a year old baby sister. and a dead dad. and GORGEUS big brown eyes.

I did a photo shoot with her and her mom and baby sis. this is one of the pics, i love of her. and man, it’s HARD to get a 1 year old to sit still!! it was fun though. i felt like a ‘real’ photographer.we had two sheets to use, black and red (just tacked up to one wall in the living room, that was perpendicular to a west facing wall with the window) and i was going to use the black, but then saw the red coordinated better with their outfits. and i’m sooo glad i did. the red cast such a beautiful glow on their faces. next time though, i’ll have to iron the sheets before hand.